Its a Sad time for sd right now in these years.. were far from the golden age 1998 to 2005 - and it was cracking before that .. it hit another book about 2008-2010 .. myspace days..but FB , fucked it all up .. INSTAGRAm keeps it kinda hot , but instead of bringing everyone together all these social media networks just made everyone live farther apart .. close but far .. everyone thought wow, it would keep everyone in contact , but it really created more enemies and clicks and separation than i have ever seen .
and These Rappers .. OMG ... It's like they think its cool to be thug and gangster ? its 2013 ? people are living in the past or trying to be someone they are not .. go ahead copy what you see on bet or mtv music video channels .. a bunch of mexicans, whites, everyone trying to be black .its strange . and they keep making music videos, and paying for views, and putting out music, and nobody is listening to it .. and the parties.. fuck .. parties suck . there is no parties.. no spots to kick it. for anyone.. I feel bad for prom and new school heads, that is the shit they do on the weekend, is the best its ever gonna be.. I seen shit, they will never know how it feels, or like experience half the shit alot of us lived.. its sad...
I dont even make videos, or take pics , or do events because i don't wanna push that black mentality , that ghetto is cool shit , it was cool when i was 16 ... but dudes older still lighting blunts dreaming of what ? being a loser ? the way i look at it , is could these ppl walk through a nice area and not get the cops called on them ? they bring down property values, they intentionally dress like crap, thugs, wankstas, or even real gangstas , shit make a time capsule and hit the 1987 , you would be the shit, but in 2013.. its soo different ..
And I read all the posts .. Duckets is a FAV of mine .. he is the pulse on everything that is wrong with Mexicans coming up in sd in the south bay, and from chula, it makes me sick . wishing i was still in chula to actually show the youngsters how a mexican or local chula fool should act .. we don't gloat , we don't show off .. we don't try to shine or be better than everyone else to make others feel bad. and we don't laugh at those below us .. It's that selfish mentality that makes me sad, cuz little fools look up to these dudes who are.. Nobodies ..
One thing a Dude.. he used to kidnap people for the EME in logan back in the day .. he is somewhere some state .. anyways.. he told me.. if you do BIG things .. you dont have to tell anyone, nobody has to know .. the dudes who are on .. try to keep it as low as possible..and Im not talking about illegal or legal money making ways or power trips. just anyone in general .. the dudes yelling out "WERE ON, WERE THE SHIT, WERE ON TOP, " .. yha take the likes, take the comments , get instagram famous with dea and fbi agents listening to every call you make.. any hater on you, all eyes on what you do . is not always the best move ..
The game is changing again .. and those who wanna last , have to change with it .. .. I think there are alot of smart dudes in sd, alot of real dudes, and there is plenty of money, and I know.. someday.. things will be better. for everyone .. were already like growing as mexicans in sd .. paisas and chollos and fools , everyone is cool you know .. gangs are changing , gangsters are changing. and the power struggle is changing ... I don't think it's about who does it big. or who shines the most, who is on the flyer. i think it's like who you have around you .. your friends.. the people you know.. are they down for you ? the little things in life you learn to appreciate when you have nothing. and when you have less than nothing , well when you get a little. your pretty happy ...
If you read all the posts, and feel how the streets are.. over time you know whats cracking week and month to month in the city .. it goes up and down .. active nights, and dead nights .. you live here long enough, you see the signs ... if a few dudes i know are jumpy, alot more are active .. if dudes are girlfriend00-ing up . i know its a sleeper time you know. And this method is only for party promoters anyways, we like to know how the city is feeling for throwing parties. idk .. Im real sensitive to to everything in sd. the moon, the weather, the month . the day , the area, i know when shit feels wrong. and i know when cops aint gonna roll up . i got that spider sense . alot of us do ..
I wish people weren't about , the floss, the what I do, what We did, look at me mentality . Like .. post funny stuff, post interesting things. be different . be yourself. you know it isn't always about how big you do it. cuz there will always be a bigger fish. sometimes i would wanna see how you make it work ? you know? how you make nothing to something ...
And these bitches. these bitches aint shit .. dnt even try to fall for anyone you see hear, or gets more than 20 likes... its 8 and under likes for the girls i talk to .. she low pro. or she BURNT like TOAST .. cuz THEse hoes shopping around, the heads they got are soo big , they think they the shit, its soo sadd .. Ill talk to girls who dnt even have a fb.. maybe an instagram but im not their friends. They aint into all that . likes. followers. they dnt care. they on some other shit. and you should be to ... 1,000 likes. or 30,000 followers cannot buy you a gallon of gas .. but it can get you shot ...
Shits fucked up .. i feel it. i see it .. the whole city .. things need to get sooo dead, that ppl wake up .. ppl stop rapping, parties stop cracking. nobody wants to go outside.. everyones burnt .. boom. you delete your fb. get a new celly... and start a new life. and i see alot of ppl doing that. and it has been working for them ..
There is soo much shit out there. i Seen it. i see it... go get it .. go see it .. live your life. the way you wanna live .. be free.. do what you want ... and you might smile .. and when you see me, lets toast it up , to the life we live in sd... The Best city in the world.. jimrock..
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