Ive Noticed in life .. one of the ways to navigate it ... is to stay happy .. I tend to smile alot .. even when things aren't so good.. shit when are things good? when do i really get what i want? not much .. not often .. but over time i learn a few things .. I learned to appreciate life, the little things, the places, people, and things i do all around me... Instead of getting in the car from botanical to Connosourers club dispensary in vista off Santa Fe., Instead of getting in the car, I just walk to the next one and the car follows me... because .. I enjoy the walk , I enjoy the time jumping dispensaries .. I enjoy looking for good weed, hustling, grinding, working my way around a deal to get more free shit, free pre rolls, to try new strains, it's fun for me... There is a message, a common theme in this post and it's hard to explain how I choose to live life.. Free ... As you get older, you do get smarter .. you do realize alot of things you once did , are not the smartest move, you realize more things, and you appreciate things more .. life can get better, or you can dwell like the rest .. like fuck .. nothing ever changes .... i know it seems like it just gets worse, and life is like that , it is not fair, and it will turn on you ... for some not many times to shine.. little fun and games, seems like all work .. all pain .. all Badd ... Now you can dwell and worry and stress and Fear whats gonna happen .. or whats going on ... and really nothing has changed .. what they say about fear is just fearing fear itself ... its true .. finding peace within yourself is a long path of some... a life long struggle for many .. a lifelong quest for Buddhists .. Real inner peace .. real enlightenment .. I think i was just born to stupid or soo distracted i stop giving a fuck ... about anything ... and really focused on the positives of everyday life .. No drug , or car, or clothes, or fame, or likes, or money or girl, whatever the fuck ... can really make you feel any better about yourself, or your own life. or anything really .. those vices. dreams don't grow on trees unless your a vendor selling to dispensaries ... EVen after your team stop shining , your fame stop declining ... nothing will ever stop ppl from talking shit or whining ... about anything ... but you cannot let anything else really get in your mind, or bug you , get to you .. Negative ppl will always be negative , they feed off changing you to be just like them... angry and frustrated,and confused and vengeful .. some think the world or life owes them .. some say fuck-it ima take mine.. some work hard as hell and still ... never get close to any dream they once had .. Ill laugh and giggle by myself .. alot ... like i know something nobody else knows.. but Im an idiot .. I don't know shit .. I hope things go my way ... but if they don't ... they don't =( ... no big deal .. tommorow is another day ... in 2014 i might finally get laid ... in 2015 i might even get paid .. but if that day never comes... Don't think i won't enjoy the rise to whatever level , low or high i reach .. because to me.. it really doesn';t matter .. =) jimrock ...

                      Ive Noticed in life .. one of the ways to navigate it ... is to stay happy .. I tend to smile alot .. even when things aren't so good.. shit when are things good?  when do i really get what i want?  not much .. not often .. but over time i learn a few things .. I learned to appreciate life, the little things, the places, people, and things i do all around me... Instead of getting in the car from botanical to Connosourers club dispensary in vista off Santa Fe., Instead of getting in the car, I just walk to the next one and the car follows me... because ..             I enjoy the walk , I enjoy the time jumping dispensaries .. I enjoy looking for good weed, hustling, grinding, working my way around a deal to get more free shit, free pre rolls, to try new strains, it's fun for me...

        There is a message, a common theme in this post and it's hard to explain how I choose to live life.. Free ... As you get older, you do get smarter .. you do realize alot of things you once did , are not the smartest move, you realize more things, and you appreciate things more .. life can get better, or you can dwell like the rest .. like fuck .. nothing ever changes .... i know it seems like it just gets worse, and life is like that , it is not fair, and it will turn on you ... for some not many times to shine.. little fun and games, seems like all work .. all pain .. all Badd ...


             Now you can dwell and worry and stress and Fear whats gonna happen .. or whats going on ... and really nothing has changed .. what they say about fear is just fearing fear itself ... its true .. finding peace within yourself is a long path of some... a life long struggle for many .. a lifelong quest for Buddhists .. Real inner peace .. real enlightenment .. I think i was just born to stupid or soo distracted i stop giving a fuck ... about anything ... and really focused on the positives of everyday life ..


          No drug , or car, or clothes, or fame, or likes, or money or girl, whatever the fuck ... can really make you feel any better about yourself, or your own life. or anything really .. those vices. dreams don't grow on trees unless your a vendor selling to dispensaries ... EVen after your team stop shining , your fame stop declining ... nothing will ever stop ppl from talking shit or whining ... about anything ... but you cannot let anything else really get in your mind, or bug you , get to you .. Negative ppl will always be negative , they feed off changing you to be just like them... angry and frustrated,and confused and vengeful .. some think the world or life owes them .. some say fuck-it ima take mine.. some work hard as hell and still ... never get close to any dream they once had ..

  Ill laugh and giggle by myself .. alot ... like i know something nobody else knows.. but Im an idiot .. I don't know shit .. I hope things go my way ... but if they don't ... they don't =( ... no big deal .. tommorow is another day ... in 2014 i might finally get laid ... in 2015 i might even get paid .. but if that day never comes... Don't think i won't enjoy the rise to whatever level , low or high i reach .. because to me.. it really doesn';t matter .. =) jimrock ...